if i'm smart then i'll...
there are actually SO many things i wanted to blog about.. my sister's engagement.. international development congress.. but i think i'll leave those for a while.. till the moment i feel like going into details..
my head is a confused jumble of thoughts..
i wish i was good at comedy.. like the stand-up, one-liner type thing.. life would be so much more fun..
i wish i could figure out exactly what it is that i'm looking for in life.. that i could get more comfortable with who i am and how to deal with myself let alone other people..
there are a lot of people you'll hate / resent / misunderstand in the world.. i wish i could have ONE unprejudiced conversation.. with no anger, no emotion, just so that i can understand what it's like to be them.. because no matter how much of an asshole a person is, there's got to be something that makes her or him that way.. and i honestly want to understand it..
i wish i could stop caring all the time about what other people feel and think and say..
i wish i could go back and live specific parts of my life all over again.. the bits that you'll always remember.. you'll forget the context, the day, the situation, but you won't forget how it feels just to stand that way and feel the beauty and utter contentment of the moment..
i remember reading this somewhere..
suppose you were given the chance to read the story of your life as written by an unbiased author.. read about your growing up, who you love, who you marry, when you die.. would you be able to your own burning curiosity and push it aside? or would you succumb and read it, although then you'd be forced to live your life knowing exactly what's coming?
i'm in a weird mood.. i think i need chocolate.
my head is a confused jumble of thoughts..
i wish i was good at comedy.. like the stand-up, one-liner type thing.. life would be so much more fun..
i wish i could figure out exactly what it is that i'm looking for in life.. that i could get more comfortable with who i am and how to deal with myself let alone other people..
there are a lot of people you'll hate / resent / misunderstand in the world.. i wish i could have ONE unprejudiced conversation.. with no anger, no emotion, just so that i can understand what it's like to be them.. because no matter how much of an asshole a person is, there's got to be something that makes her or him that way.. and i honestly want to understand it..
i wish i could stop caring all the time about what other people feel and think and say..
i wish i could go back and live specific parts of my life all over again.. the bits that you'll always remember.. you'll forget the context, the day, the situation, but you won't forget how it feels just to stand that way and feel the beauty and utter contentment of the moment..
i remember reading this somewhere..
suppose you were given the chance to read the story of your life as written by an unbiased author.. read about your growing up, who you love, who you marry, when you die.. would you be able to your own burning curiosity and push it aside? or would you succumb and read it, although then you'd be forced to live your life knowing exactly what's coming?
i'm in a weird mood.. i think i need chocolate.
scribbled by astrodominie at 9:43 pm
4 Comments:
it's amazing how you hit the nail right on the head...!!! I had a LONG conversation this evening with Laksh about caring...and whether it's worth it or not...and I've come to the conclusion that most of the time, it isn't. It's just a waste of time and emotion...and you're just making yourself feel worse when you care about what people feel or think about you...because in the end, it doesn't really matter does it?
fine fine..i think ur in a confused state or something or whatever..i'd really like to see you do a funny post..on some arbit thing..where is the funny idiotic you??
We're all socialised to be prejudiced.:( It all starts THAT early.:D Anyway,thought provoking post!:D
@ ash - no it never really matters.. you're just stressing yourself out on ppl who sometimes don't even care that much, or who ultimately may not even matter.. because for the ones who count, you don't need to worry about what they think - because you'll know :)
@ baargav - it's been buried under layers of weird experiences.. am in the process of excavation.. sorry didn't reply to msges :p
@ hams - many thanks :)
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