what am i doing here?

hard to say really...

been browsing through several blogs started by schoolmates of mine and figured - why not?

have you ever felt stifled? felt as if you're being boxed in on all sides, as if your every move, your every action is being analyzed and criticized by every single person around you? as if you no longer have any place to call your own, you can no longer BE because there's always some sort of obstacle that can never be crossed, some hurdle that can't be jumped? until you feel like screaming for freedom, for space and for deliverance.

no i haven't felt that way either.

because life's good now...! started college on the 22nd of june and it's been surprisingly awesome up to now - whether it's the subjects, the company, the lecturers, everything! loads of extra-curriculars which are draining and yet leave you with the amazing feeling of being busy and productive.

college gets over at one-thirty but i get home only around four or five. why, you ask? not hours spent at the library or at special class. just sitting around our brilliant campus, just talking and just sitting and still having the time of my life. go out for endless cups of coffee, to the beach, wherever. and to add to everything else, it rained today!

do things get better than this?