my reality

it's been so long since i last posted.. i had to fumble a bit to even find the "create post" option..

it's funny how time flies.. i talked to sona on diwali after what i assumed was two months, only to be told that the last time i talked to her was in april.. that did come as a nasty shock.. am i SO wrapped up in what i'm doing (or not doing) that i let time slip by so fast?

just re-read jane eyre.. am disgusted with myself for not even keeping up with my reading, my so-called passion.. have several good ideas for stories floating in my head but am finding it so difficult to pin them down on paper..

am feeling very edgy.. want something to happen.. am not at all happy with certain aspects of life but am at a stage where i just don't know what to do about it! am fed up of trying to defend myself..

am in holiday mood.. blissfully indifferent to the fact that end semesters start in a week..

feel like watching a really funny programme or movie on tv.. something like the stupids or scary movie that will just let me laugh without thinking or analyzing too much..

my heart is heavy and my mind too full.

been doing quiz after quiz on funtrivia.com just to see how many points i can score in ten minutes.. am somewhere conscious of the fact that i am not spending my time as fruitfully as i could.

is raining like crazy right now..

am suddenly listening to dream theater.. don't know the last time i did.

So easy, easier
If you spoke to me
So easy, easier
Speak to me

won't you?